mom is getting crazy… it’s putting a VERY BIG stress on my noggin’ it aint even funny…

i wanna kill myself so bad that noone would recognize my body… hmmm perhaps death by grater…
well i cant really commit suicide since my sister needs me– heck i dont want to leave my sis behind with her…

so… i guess we’re moving out once she hits 18… hmmm maybe vancouver… or portland…